Health - Muscle - Happiness

Here's a little bit about myself.

I am a 22 year old male from Keansburg, NJ, USA . I am engaged with an almost 2 year old son and one more due in december of this year(2016). I am a very hardworking individual that strives to be the best he can be for his family. As a youth I struggled with authority figures and finding ways to let go of anger and tension built up inside from growing up rather poor. By the time i was in 7th grade i was expelled form district schools and already on my 2nd alternative school. From the ages of maybe 6-15 my family would move probably about 2-3 times a year, always moving so often and packing and unpacking took on toll on me, never having a sense of security. growing up mostly with a single mother and step father who worked hard to make ends meet and provide for a family of 7 was a hard way of growing up. With money being tight I took it upon myself to DO FOR MYSELF. mowing lawns, shoveling snow, yard work, anything that brough a buck i was with it. A BONIFIED HUSTLER. When I turned 12 I started hanging with an older crowd, many grown men, and old teen that were dealing drugs and soon i began to deal drugs because of the money it brought. I was finally able to buy myself new school shoes and clothes. I was 13 and putting food on the table for my and my brothers and sisters. In a way My childhood was stolen from me so to say but i only thought I was doing my job. I turned 15 and selling drugs wasnt enough, exspossed to different lifestyles and different alternative schools and kids from all walks of life i started hanging with the "gang bangers and affiliates". Fighting, stealing, robbing, to home invasions(without any guns ) and eventually landed myself in jail for strong arm robbery in the 1st degree. A total of 22months i sat in jails, institutions and facillities, my freedom taken from me. from 15 to 18 i was not a free man and always had to anwser to someone who had control over me. when i was 18 and finished with parole i left  the group home i was in and came back home to keansburg. everything started off good but then i fell back into my old ways selling drugs and fighting. when i was only 20 years old i had my first child, a beautiful baby boy. I took this as my chance to turn my life around, and ever since ive been on a straight path towards success. Of course there has been a few.... MANY obstacles in the way and at time i wanna give up, but i don't. I keep moving foward and learn from past mistakes. Where all not dealt a good hand , but its what we do with those cards that makes the difference.